I don’t know what to think anymore. When I first acknowledged that I was suffering from depression it occurred to me that all my body aches could be a symptom of my depression. I still think that could be the case. It could also be that I’m overweight, but it’s not just my joints or bones that ache. Even my skin hurts. I feel like one big bruise that won’t go away. Most days I just ignore it the best I can, but sometimes it’s really tough. Lately I’ve been wondering if it’s something more like fibromyalgia. I’d like to think it’s not that. I don’t want another thing to add to the list of broken crap on me already. Depression, anxiety, high blood pressure, and just the other day my doctor called to go over my blood work that was done. My cholesterol levels are really bad and now they are putting me another medication for that. Blah.
Last week I hurt my back walking the pup. He was pulling a little bit and my back went out of whack. Feels like a pinched nerve, but it’s up in the area of my right shoulder-blade and goes up into my neck making it hard to turn my head. Needless to say, my body isn’t happy. I need to lose weight. I’d lost 25 lbs when I was on the fluoxetine because it decreased my appetite, but they took me off that and put me on something else, that is much better for me in all other areas, except it made me wanna eat. I ended up putting all 25lbs back on in a matter of 4 weeks and wow, I can really feel the difference. I didn’t feel it so much taking it off because it came of rather slowly, but putting it back on so fast has really shown me the huge difference it made. I felt so much better.
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